December 2011
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I hate christmas
but today, just as an average day, was pretty awesome.
my boyfriend is adorable.
November 2011
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My Life Update for You Fuckers..
I am stressed beyond comprehension. I have two jobs that never give me a day off. (besides thanksgiving where every place is closed, I only have one day off this whole month) I am constantly tired, I am constantly sober, I feel like I cannot take a deep enough breathe to calm myself down. I feel like I am alienated from all my friends because they don’t want to “tempt” me while...
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Drunk people run stop signs, high people wait for...
I DO THIS ALLLLLL THE TIMEEEE
October 2011
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i need a new doctor...
my doctor is a great doctor, very thorough and such, but he is such a dick when it comes to my medications.
He is only giving me my adderall one month at a time, and he is also DRUG TESTING ME every month. And he refuses to give me any medication for panic attacks, instead he wants me to go to counseling to “talk through my issues”
LISTEN YOU INDIAN ASSHOLE! I HAVE GONE TO THERAPY...
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“We fear violence less than our own feelings. Personal, private, solitary pain is...”
– Jim Morrison (1943 - 1971)
I am so fucked financially. SO FUCKED.
It’s all my fault though, now I have no “relaxation” money and it’s embarrassing to go hang with friends and have nothing to contribute.
I wanna break noses thats how mad/stressed I am.
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September 2011
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i just can't sleep anymore..
..my insomnia is back with a vengeance.
i haaaaaaaate it.
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my life (currently) is a shit show
HOLY SHIT. why is everything sucking!?
at first I was extremely upset about it all, but now I feel like putting two middle fingers up and yelling “FUCK IT ALL!”
BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT ANYWAY SO WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I CARE?!
I’m sure I will feel differently when I’m sober…
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Justin Delp and his Gay Lover...
…will be at my door in 25 minutes.
uhm…WHAT THE FUCK?!
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So I spent a significant amount of this morning looking at apartments in Arizona. I found a few that were interesting and affordable, but only if I was able to move right away into a job in Arizona. It could happen, but I’m not getting my hopes up. First I need a fucking working car!
Also, If I lived in Sedona (which is one of the most beautiful places in anywhere) I would be so close to...
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Got my car back this morning. I was so happy to be mobile again. Went to work and found out I have the morning off. Also so happy. Then car starts acting a little strange. Then stalls out and power steering locks up in the middle of High Street, Hanover, Pomfret, York, and my street. I have the hugest anxiety attack. Then I forgot I worked tonight so I get called by my boss who seems pretty pissed...
i'm losing it..
On top of losing my car and a shitton of money, I also got a white hot needle stuck into my eye lid today. I was bleeding from the eye for quite some time today. I swear, my life is one of pure luxury.
WTF.
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i love the new followers i have..
..they all kinda kick ass. Thanks for liking my shit! I like yours too :)
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Anytime I have a conversation about well known suicides, I always go back to Virginia Woolf being one of the most “epic” suicides. She just decided one day to put on her overcoat, go for a walk to the river, fill her pockets with rocks, just walk right into the river and drown. To me, that’s pretty beautiful. (and tragic too, I’m not THAT sick)
“Dearest, I feel...
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last night in RI has been ruined.
just my luck, of course. motherfucker…
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ME AND ALEXANDER ARE GOING TO THE ECOTARIUM...
FUCK YEAH!
i love taking care of little kids just for the awesome perks like going to awesome kid museums.
IT HAS A PLANETARIUM!!
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August 2011
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